Fearless???

Ok, I told you all I was going to do this, so here I am again, two nights in a row but tired as all get out. I'm stressing just a bit right now. I am teaching some classes at a convention on Saturday and one of the samples I am teaching is not one I've designed. I'm just a bit concerned that I'll be able to teach this correctly and provide a good class and experience for those that have signed up. I was very tempted to pull out of it and say "forget it" but then realized that I was letting fear control me and I so do not want that, so, I am forging ahead with the class. I spent a few hours tonight going over the the projects notes and the sample and feel much better about things. I am going to kinda write out my own directions for some cheat sheets in class and sorta modify a few things and I think I will be good to go. Of course I have a million and one things to do and all before tomorrow afternoon. Rog comes home and I want everything to be finished so that I can spend some time with him seeing as I'll be gone on Saturday. I've taught classes before but not in this type of venue so it's both exciting yet terrifying at the same time.

So I spoke of not letting fear control me, that's a big step for me! I have had a tendency in the past to allow my fears of failure, fears of what others thought of me etc..to control how I behave but something in me today just said NO!! I won't let it happen anymore and I can't tell you how freeing that feels for me, it's like a lightbulb moment for me!! Have you let fear take away an opportunity for you? Life is too short and I want to take every opportunity that comes down the road for me, not gonna let anything or anyone stand in my way anymore!

Ok, that's about all I have for now, need to get some rest..gotta big weekend ahead of me. Think about what I've said and stand tall in the face of your fears whatever they may be, you are strong, stronger than you think!

Blessings